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Tuesday, July 14, 2009, 7:13 PM
FuckedUp .
There’s nothing I can say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me All the pain the tears they cry Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go I know I let you down but its not like that now This time I’ll never let you goI will be all that you want and get my self together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life I’ll be with you forever To get you through the day and make every thing OK I will be - Avril Lavigne . I'm in no placee forr me to have ask anything more from my friends as I have disappointed them to th max . Everything I've donee is accounted on my record . All those weird things , and bad things , I duntknoee ; everything I guess . Actually , I shouldn't even be asking anything from my friends , because , yeah ... Reasons . People likee Tiara especially , I guess , she's considered , just a group-mate to me , and no longer like my bestfriend that she use to be . I miss herr that way , when she did be like 'Fruck laa ' and things like 'Fuckk youu laa Saliinaa' and point her middle finger at me (-'-) and starts laughing . I miss her th way she is , when she'd be likee , 'Eh Saliina , amek kn !' or things like 'Chiibaii siiah ni Saliina' Iduntknoee , it may soundd like a scoldingg , but likee , Iduntknoee , it felt like words of concern and laughter . She's different ... and superr individual . Caught her cryingg today , and couldn't help but stare , and started imagining , 'If onlyy I could be there for her , to lend her my shoulders to cry on , and give herr that hug' . Then I felt a pair of eyes staring , it was Tiara , then I turned back to do maths . I wouldn't want to hug her now , she wouldn't want it , she did kind of like shift away when I moved closer to her anyws . So , no different made there . Angiie cried too . Oh fuckk , if onlyy I could be there and likee comfort th both of them . If onlyy ...... Shaqdah made them laugh though , but pictures of them taken together with Stephen was still in their minds I bet , some sort like photographic memory I guess . Saiful was there th whole time hearing me complain about some weird dismays . Laughs(: And he really did somehow make a feel better and all (: Alif was theree likee , holding on to mee , and somehow cheering me up . Thanks youu twu !(: [[FlashBackk!]] Weird I find it . I totally forgot yesterday's date . 13thJuly . Yes , that's yesterday's date . That's th date that somehow , me and Tiaraa spilted up . It was likee , yeaa . I really duntknoee how to put what happened yesterday into words that people could understand , but I just found yesterday super ..... weird ; still . Madee a fool out of myself at Panjang Plazaa outsid DK, cus I kept having tears rolling down my cheeks likee tapp waterr running out of th hosee thing-o . Shaqdahh pulled me in , and hugged me and comforted me .(: Thankyouu Shaqdah . Ain , Alif , Raihan , Elton , Azman was there too . Super embarassing I daree say . But neh , what's done's done . Thenn along camee Alastairr , then I just didn't wanted to look at him . Turned aroundd , and stared at his facee , and started laughing . But thenn went backk cryingg again , Alas' facee didnt workk anymore .): sedih* , thenn likee , Shaqdah pulled me outside of Plazaa and stuffs . Was ohkayh , then replied Tiara's msgg and stuff , thenn went to look for Alas , andd he madee laugh , Farris and Michelle was theree too ! Hhaas , superr embarassing lor , haiyohh . Thenn likee , Alif sent me homee , and likee , he comforted me , and madee me felt ohkayh . 'I finally felt th arms of someone that day . I finally seriously cried on th shoulders of another that day , 'cus I haven't felt anyy for so long .'(: Thankyouu all (: Blogpost replies . 'Okay , Salina See Hui Min . She's been having her downs now. But then I guess not anymore , cause yeahh . She can relate(: . Babe, whatever youu wanna do or whatever, I'mma respect whatever youu decide. But begging is a no-go for anything . Cause I seriously don't think that begging is a solution to problems.Babe, if you think that he is the only who can make youu happy despite all the flaws that he has, I'm not gonna go against youu, cause I've told youu umpteen times already, whatever youu do, I'mma be happy for youu as long as it makes youu happy and not otherwise. Cliche much . So yeahh , be happy my dear babe(: I love youu ! <3' Thankyouu babyy!(: Iloveeyouu twu!(: =D Andd yeahh , sorry for th uberr laterr reply . It's likee , y'kno , duntknoee whyy but yeaa(: Youu alreadyy know th outcomee thing-o(: Duntneed to reply much rights ? Hhaas ! =D Thanks babee for being there for me though , when I needed youu the and everything . Youu wereee being such a dearr , and I duntknoee what I cann do to repayy all those that youu've donee for me(: Thankyouu babee , Iloveeyouu(: Girl , stop stressing over your relationships ohkayee ? They're your beginnings , and you'll find someone else to have your happy ever after with . I know everyone's getting annoyed and pissed off with you for doing that to both of them , but im sure you had your reasons . Even though it was wrong , im sure you learnt your lesson alreadyy girl . Learn from your mistakes and move on ! Thanks for counselling me and all during school and chinese lessons and all . Ily too ! Thanks forr understanding me babe ! And yes , ofcus I've learnt my lesson . I've already been burnt onee , I'm not gnrr be stupidd and burn myself again now am I ? Not so stupid I guess(: Thanks forr being there for mee too !(: Both youu and Shaqdah makes such a dear ,(: Thanks for beingg there and everything for mee (: I loveeyouu soo muchh too ! I think that my friendship with them is likee fuckedup laa . But , I guess , everything will be ohkayh soon!(: Duntworry baby !=D ♥ |
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