YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING.

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fences

I'll smile because I think of you

Now I'm home with you again .

Torn apart at the seams and dreams turn into tears .

I'm not feeling this situation .

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Friday, July 3, 2009, 4:41 PM Her Life.(: You were talking to her But messing with me It's finally clear You're blurring the lines Are you disturbed? Oh, now you care Why do you race through my red lights?' 'HeyMonday - How do you love me; I'm here , once again . But , this time , I'm not to talk about me . But I'm here to talk about her life . Ohkayh , it must be rather shocking . I mean , my blog , but it's going to be about th life of another . Well , whatevr . I'mma just type whatevr comes to my mind.(: 11thDec2008 Ohkay , if you're pondering , yes . It's their date . The date before they brokeup that is . It's rather tormenting I dare say . I mean , th love from her was not strong enough , for her to accept him yet . Not at all ! But , she did . Becaus , love could be cultivated . I mean , that's indeed true . Ohkayh , her feelings indeed , cultivated . but , before their one month . They broke up . I mean , I know her well . Like th back of my hand . But , It's just that , sometimes . I found her hard to understand . She says that she misses him . And th feeling for him is getting stronger and stronger every day . But , how could you believe the words of a philanderer ? I mean , I couldn't . But I'm her bestfriend . Wells , they got back together . But she had been so stressed . And for what you may ask . Cupid practically got her in a chokehole ; 4boys went after her at th same time . I mean , that's what she told me . I'm just saying whatevr she told me . But though so , imagine being in her situation , your ex (th dec guy), your bestfriend , your other ex , and this other guy (calefare) . Not to mention , you've been waiting for your ex for the past half year . Ofcus , you'd choose no-one but your ex rights ? Not to mention , she's those people that loves to give guy high hopes and not to mention , a major flirt . And , ofcus , she doesnt like to see guys whum like herr like kindof , get heartbroken right ? So , ofcus . She doesnt really reject any . Besides her other ex , cus they should seriously just stay as friends . I'm so not joking ! (: Anyws , so , she rejected th other ex , and stop contacting that calefare guy . And , went on to accept her ex . I mean , I find them sweet . And shee keeps missing him , no matter what . It's like , she did never get sick of looking at him . And , she did start missing him a few minutes after one departs . 12thJune2009 that's their new date . I mean , I do envy them . They're th sweetest couple . Eventho , he's not really boyf material , I still find him sweet , in msgs . Maybe not in real life . I mean , really . He'sah malay , just for th info .(: Oh , have I forgotten to mention that she'sah chinese ?. I mean , he would send messages like ; '... haiz . I really miss youu y'kno so much that no word can describe it .' I mean , it's like , normal for you girls out there . But for a girl whom is a philanderer . Who do you think would say such things to her ? I mean , I could seriously feel that he's serious about her , and really loves her alot . And doesn't give a damn about her past. I could even feel my eyes turning green . (Green-eyed) while typing this . Seriously . Hhaas (: I'm super serious ! But , I could feel that this relationship would not move on , and go far , when she first told me . They've been fighting alot , about th tiniest matters . Okhayh , maybe for me , and for her , it's indeed th tiniest matters of them all laa !(: Anyws , lemme think , major fights over th most tinist , like , how one of his new friends , like herr as in , like her as a crush . And that guy , asked her to be his girlf , and blahblahblah . Ofcus , she's like thinking , 'Iduntwant him ! Disgusting!' Youu guys understand what I mean by that right ? (: I duntknoe how to go on to th next part . I duntknoe how to explain/say what she had allowed him to do . But , I've got to say this , it involve some heavy touching . *3rdJuly* is th day he and her first BOYF#1 broke up . I mean , it was he who asked for it . I mean , seriously . I rmber , having this msg , that she sent me , that he sent to her other friend , this message slowly spread to me . 'I've realized that I've been doing things that is sinful for her . I let what we have blind me and by doing so , I do things that I regret .. Maybe it's my fault also , But I realized my mistake and I know that I duntwant to make it again . Youu cann say that I can resist . But I know that I cant becouz I'm blind' Does anyone know how to interprete this message ? A sin (?) regrets (?) blind (?) .. I duntknoe what is going on . I've abstracted this small part from one of his friend's blog ; 'Love is still Love , but if there'sah sin involved ........ ' could anyone link th twu messages together ? Then , this is th breakup msgs . And I mean , Iduntknoe why I'm rather affected I practically cried for her . Seriously , she was pouring her heart out by her bedside where they slept . Laid on th pillow where he laid his head . Covered herself with her blankey where he'd hid and laid at that exact same spot where he laid and played dead . She could still smell his scent . She could still feel his presence . And could feel his arms wrapped around her waist . This is what he sent her ; 'I think it will be better if we remain as frens .. I still love you but th spark from the last time is just not there .. I'm sorry if I disappointed you again and again .. I duntwant to make youu feel paranoid or sad again so I think it's better if we just remain as frenz ' She replied ; 'Thankyou ; if that's what you want thou . I duntwant what we have to be thrown in th drain . But if you wish&hope for that then , I'll just stay true .' He said ; 'Yes .. That's what I want ..' She left nothing , pain&anger overcame her . and said ; 'There's 8people in my group that knows about the you&me that we were just a few minutes ago . Did you knoe , 7 disagreed with me , telling me to breakup with you . Cus , your innocent face coveredup what has come of you today . They fear that I might hurt you . That 1person that believed in you , to be strong , loyal and truthful , is Rokiah* . She believed that it was me that ended up hurting you , and she's th one that has been keeping my feeling so true . Of all th8people , majority of the time , they disturbme . They say your dismays . And yets nothing has changed in my stands . But at th end , it's always innocent faces that ended up hurting th ones that were meant to be th convict ! It was hurtingme so much ! And Silly* , he's been encouraging me , being by my side , to guide me along this path so new and geniue for me . Baby , youu are indeed fickled minded . Throughout th days with you , I've really learn how to cherish&appreciate those whum love me . And as I cherish&loveyou . I got hurt indeed . And I kept it silent . And now it's already killing you ?! My 3rd ever serious guy ! Youu've changed my thinking about boys , and now , we are just back to square1 .' What I found was that , it'sah waste , such relationship , but such short period . If that guy is reading this blogpost right now ! I just want to say this to you , 'I fuckin' hate you ! I trusted youu in to hurting my girlf ! And yet , that's what you've done ! Hurt her ! I bet you dunt even feel hurt at all ! Did you even know that she waited for youu for half a year ! Uhrgh ! Youu just practically duntcare about her ! If youu say that you duntwant her to feel paranoid nor sad , then whyy must you do such things ! Now , she's thinking you really do have something with yourr 'akak' I dunt care whether you guys have a age difference of 2effin' years ! But youu still hurted herr ! And now ! She's feeling so effin' hopeless ! Thanks to youu ! I fuckin' hate youu ! Uhrgh ! Go awayy ! Youu better stayy away from herr ! But I know that she still loves youu and will await for yourr comeback ! But I want you to stay away !' Labels: It's Her's . Not minee .		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. ~~&sallyhasfrenemies(:~~ Laughs. SaliinaSeeHuiMin♥ 小Silly / Sally / Sals 6th February 1994 ChestnutDriveSec; sec3 Can't help it if I'm damn ficked-minded. Nor can I help it if I'm loud or hyper ! 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