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Saturday, February 13, 2010, 12:06 AM
When you're just left to die Today haven't been quite a celebration for me like everybody else's . First ; I got Noel angry . Second ; Sist got angry at me . Third ; I stupidly interpretted Noel's message wrongly , and then made a stupid decision . Fourth ; I got Arian irritated . Fifth ; Tmrws' swimming got cancelled ! I'm just not sure whether there's gonna be a sixth and seventh and so on and so forth . Fuck today mans I swear ! It's getting on my nerve so badly ! Oh , and did I mentioned that I fell down when I was roller blading at ECP just now infront of all the skater boys . Their conversation after I fell and when I was still on the floor went like ; A ; Hey ! Is she alright ? B ; It's just a fall , she'll be fine ! A ; But she's still on the floor ! B ; She'll be ohkayh , so just skate . A ; I think I should go check whether she's ohkayh . Then after that , some guy approached me and asked whether I was ohkayh , just to know that he was some National Park's person . Lol ! And he gave me 4dollars worth of Macs voucher . /: It's Chinese New Year in two days or so , and I don't even have the 'let's go visiting' spirit . My shoulders are screaming in pain . I just wanna stay at home and do nothing , but sleep , eat and watch tv ! There's no mood for the long weekends either ! Teachers just keeps giving homeworks and homeworks and homeworks ! They think we no life one meh ? *roll eyes . I'm fighting with Arian , for the first time . -.- Jeez , I really irritated the shit out of him ! Whatever lurr ! He thinks it's damn easy to make decision consisting 4different people , and having to satisfy their needs and whats not one meh ?! -.- Then I'mma get Noel irritated also , because he whole thing is cancelled ! Not to mention that the four of us looked forward on going diving into the 5meters deep pool ! Vanessa and her somersaults , Arian and Noel with their swimmings and me just wanting to dive . Tmd , forget it ! What's the point of thinking of it when it's alr cancelled siiah ? How does it feel to be crying in the middle of the night , and no one even having to care ? That pain that has been stabbing in and out of your heart . And no matter how hard you tried , your tears just can't help but keep rolling down your cheeks . You're panting so hard , that the world seemed so distanted . Everything was slowly going out of reach . And later , then you realized that you've boxed yourself in , and your brain shuts down , and your heart closes up . And you see nothing because you're drowning in darkness . About three days ago , I started to have the thinking that life was like a fairy tale . You go through all the hard shits in the beginning , and then later on , you get all the good stuffs . And I reckon that hard shits come in many different type of forms . There are types in which , it's tattooed onto your body . And also there are just types where they are just a small red dot on your plain dark blue tee . And what's the hard shit that I've been going through ? Those type in which , you just keep dropping your phone , and slowly it will start to lag , and spoil . Besides the fact that the shits that you're going through can't spoil ! Aiyah , guess what , Fuck this ! And Fuck that ! I should stop beating around the bush , and I guess I should just shut up . Whatever , *roll eyes . w/Love , Sals . p.s. Let's try to pull myself out of politics . (: Sunday, February 7, 2010, 6:34 PM
When emptiness is all you have There's school tomorrow which is like , shit . I haven't even touched my homework , and I'm not even planning to do so . There's like tonnes and tonnes of homework . And I wanna go skating right now . I'm planning to go skating in a while at EastCoastPark . Then dine at the foodcourt there . *tired . Yesterday was like , full of laughter . Met Arian and Noel at around 1320-ish , at Parkway Parade KFC . Stupid Arian didn't even explain where they were properly . I was lost . *sad . Ate at KFC while Noel and I were just laughing at Arian while he was explaining about stuff that happened at work . Shaqdah came , and we went Giant to grab food . Then came along Jovin and Vanessa . Overall , yesterday was just full of laughter and fun . The end . School's until 6pm tomorrows . Art for a whole three hours . I'm not sure whether I'll enjoy it or drag my foot through the whole journey . I think I'll just drag my foot throughout the whole day . There's gonna be mothertongue tomorrows , and I'm just planning to sleep through it . Happy* Hope that Vanessa comes school tomorrows . *grins . I'm like lost , after that whole day yesterday . After knowing that he had a sudden change in mind . I told him about the sudden change in him . And I know that he had merely shrugged his shoulder after he replied my message . That sudden emptiness , oh god , I'm not prepared for this . I shouldn't even feel this way in the first place . This is absolutely not normal at all . *roll eyes . I should really stop contacting him . Though , I must say , Thanks for keeing me occupied for the past one week or so . *grins . Oh , and I wanna say a big ThankYou for all those that wished me HappyBirthday . *smiles . w/Love , Sals . p.s. Please , let me crawl and sink into misery . Friday, February 5, 2010, 5:31 PM
When nothing is ever going your way Fuck any other normal days at school , and throw away all those fucking memories of us having to study . It's the bloody weekend babe ! Blog's been dead , for a month or so . Homework's been piling up and all . And they just keep coming . Never-ending homework cause deprive of sleep , stress and no life . Stupid school . Mom's keeps telling me ; 'Just listen and never talk back to the teachers , get on with your secondary school life and get out of the school .' Lol . Moved to Costa Del Sol on the 23rd of January . And it's the 5th of February already . What have I been doing leaving my room in a state of mess . Everyone's getting a new bed or new bed frame to fit the wooden parts of our room . New sofa came in , it's leather this time ; yellowish white I dare say . And everything else is still the same . Grins . I just popped a Godiva chocolatier in my mouth ; dark chocolate it is . *drops head . Dark chocolate's so not my thing . That bitter and long lasting taste in my mouth sends a weird tangly feeling down my spine . Awful , awful , awful . Yucks . Tomorrow's birthday . My birthday . And how am I going to celebrate it ? Stay at home , puts my leg on the coffee table and watch TV . How productive . The birthday party was cancelled due to some very irritating happenings . And to add up with th unhappy happenings , I'm having my periods . What a time to be agitated . Dinner would most probably be steamboat even with dad insisting on Swissotel Merchant Court's Ellenborough Market Cafe . I'm tired , speechless , and feeling pathetic . *roll eyes . This feeling so irritates me . w/Love . Sals . p.s. Bring me back . |
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