YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING.

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fences

I'll smile because I think of you

Now I'm home with you again .

Torn apart at the seams and dreams turn into tears .

I'm not feeling this situation .

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Friday, October 30, 2009, 10:40 PM Cause I'd get a thousand hugs From ten thousand lightning bugs As they tried to teach my how to dance A foxtrot above my head A sock-hop beneath my bed The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (Thread, thread...) I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns, slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep Cause everything is never as it seems (When I fall asleep) You don'tknoe how guilty I feel , nu-er .): It'sah fear and not depression . Have anyone had the feeling that , when people look / point / laugh / say your name that they are just talking about you when they are just not ? Many of you peepo feel the same way too rights ? Iduntknoe , it's just instincts I reckon . (: It's like , I have been having this 'instincts' ever since I duntknoee , a while ago (?) Yes , it was quite recent . And it's like , the fear of gossip or maybe bitch-talking is like so damn strong , you would rather stay at home and lock yourself in the room and never expose yourself to the public ever again . Hhaas ! No laa ! I was exaggeratingg abit(: But yes , the instincts in me of such things are rather strong ! And it's super damn scary the way it feels . Maybe what Vanessa said was true ; it's becus I keep hearing peepo gossip and talk shit behind my back , that I feel that everyone is doing that too ! Sheesh , I wanna just throw away this feelings ! I don'twant them ! ): I think , this is what we call ; paranoid ? I haven't finish blogging laa actually , I'mma go sleep and continue tmrws , (: I'm drop-dead tired ! (: Thursday, October 29, 2009, 11:06 PM I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up,deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these Hazel Eyes I told you everything , Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together but so broken up inside 'cause I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on .. Behind these Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson What makes you think that it doesn't hurt ? If only we could re-test . We're gonna be like collecting our results tmrws , and jeez , I'm super scared): I saw my results already indeed , and I failed all besides art , poa and english . And as written in the student's handbook , the criteria to get into express nextyear is 3subjects pass incl. english . I bet my parents will be in a super bad mood tmrws , not to mention his current physical condition now . Jeez . ): Then they won't let me use the computer and all , then I won't be able to go out): then I would have to wakeup and study and all . ): Shit . Stingy , but is willing to spend . It was merely 80cents , and a 50cents lighter , and you're making a uber big fuss over it . You keep saying that 5cents and 10cents are all money , then what about the hundreds of dollars that you're willing to spend on your facial ? . And not to mention , the amount of money you were willing to give to send me away to girl's home . Jeez , fuck ! Beauty Products There was meant to be facial tmrws , but then mummy cancelled the appointment 'cus daddy's sick ): I haven't seen the doc for years ! And now we've got the appointment , we're not going . zZz . I'm planning to get my eyebrows done and get pedi's on Saturday at Lot1 and Yewtee !(: Gonna get my nails done black ! Speaking of black , if I went for facial tmrws , I could of get the purple and black nail polish that I've been wanting ever since ages down at Ngee Ann city . zZz , forget it ! Have you ever realized my existence ? I miss my someone badly , and I bet that his heart is still with that girl that shattered his heart terribly . And all I want to do now is to forget about him .(: 'cus I know that we're impossible . No matter how much Vanes tell me to contact him and all , and how much we look good tgtr and all , but I'm not gonna listen , I'mma just wash my hands off him . And treat each other like how we are meant to . No holding of hands , and I dunt lie on your shoulders and I duntcall you dear and you dunt call me darling . And then , that's it . End of story , I'm throwing every single memory that we had into the bin , and I'll never pick it up again . Goodbye my dear; Navi , I loved you (: w/Love , SallySee(: p.s. When we bitch-talk about someone , I'd keep thinking that others are bitch-talking about me too . (: Monday, October 26, 2009, 11:24 PM Saying I Love You Is Not The Words I Want To Hear From You Its Not That I Want You Not To Say But If You Only Knew How Easy It Would Be To Show Me How You Feel More Than Words Is All You Have To Do To Make It Real Then You Wouldn't Have To Say That You Love Me, Yeah Cause I'd Already Know. - Frankie J ; More then Words . 'If everything was to be picture perfect ; wouldn't be be awesome ?' 'This is more tiring then school , Gees' Finally found the time to blog .(: Is still feeling drop-dead tired thou): Gonnago sleep soon I guess (?) . There's gonna be school tmrws which is sucha drag .): Don'twant school ! )': . Didnt go to school for the past 2school days . (: Got to wake up late and all , (: and I didnt have to hear the teachers nag about stuffs that doesn't really concern me !(: 'It feels damn foreign , instead of home .' Wokeup at likee eleventhirty-ish (?) From mummy's phonee call ! D: cleared my room and all (: Now , it's more neater , but I still need to sleep in the living room ): 'Headaches are what we call ; help to some matters' Thought about alot of stuffs in the shower , some were just merely random stuffs , and plenty were just 'what am I to type on my blog later' type of stuffs . Hmphs , major headaches after the shower !): Don't like it . ): 'Babies are cute and naughty' Drove Ashley to RegentGrove yesterday .(: miss die him . \|: . Super naughty when he's only two ! He can't stop sayin' 'duntwant' in Hokkien . Wonder who's teaching him all this . Keeps calling for the Mrt everytime we sees it . He goes; 'Mrt-O !' then 'Mrt-Go !' then 'Mrt-byebye):' sadface . Cute , yes , but super naughty .): Don'twanna talk about it . It makes me think of something that my sis said)': I think, it's just time to sleep(:super tired , and I've got to get use to waking up at like 545 from tmrws on ): Nights people !(: Loves . w/Love , SallySee . p.s. I think that , fake friends help the world spin too !(: Thursday, October 22, 2009, 4:35 PM Hello People !(: Ohkayh , I know that my current post is damn plain , but I cant help it ): I'm rushingg y'see .(: Ohkayh , so here's the thing . I won't be online nor going on to facebook for this week or so . So , anything just contact my on my phonee (: the number is 9040 3464 (: No pranks and forwards please ! (: TIARA, please note ! The Pablo Picasso's song lyrics is the previous post . So , you've just got to go find it under the month Oct(: Well , Peggy wrote it for you alreadys anyws , hmphs , but even so , you better check it out first . 'cus there are some things that peggy didn't get to write down before the comp went dead in school . -..- Lol ! (: So , check it out !(: I duntwant to comee schoool on the performance day uh ! \|: busy . (: LOL ! , 4:30 PM Lyrics for Pablo Picasso's song* . He made first picture when he was 10 . Never thought he could do that . His father was proud of him . As they were from an artistic family . (chorus) thrillions women swamp 'round him giving inspiration towards art talents led to cash and fame . Blue Period Rose Period HappyBirthday Pablo Picasso y Lopez . (: Published only for TIARA's means . -..- Hmphs .. LOL ! (: Laughs(: , 1:09 AM Pablo Picasso's Biography . (in full , Pablo Diego José Francisco de Paula Juan Nepomuceno Maria de los Remdios Cipriano de la Santisima Trinidad Ruiz y Picasso) DOB: 25thOct1881 POB: Malaga, Spain DOD: 8thApril1973 POD: Mougins, France . Father: José Ruiz Blasco (art teacher) Mother: Maria Picasso Lopez . Pablo's father recognized his son's extraordinary talents of his son at aged 14 after pasisng the entrance examination for the Barcelona School of Fine Arts . He (José) gave his son his brushes and palette and vowed never to paint again in his life . In 1900 , he moved to Paris and loved the city . Lived with a journalist/poet friend ; Max Jacob . During those times , Picasso had to burned many of his painting to keep himself warm. ): The BluePeriod (1900-1904) The artist went thru different periods of characteristic painting styles . It's characterized by the use of different shades of blue underlining the melancholic style of his subjects - people from the grim side of like with thin , half-starved bodies . He also evoked feelings of sadness and alienation . The RosePeriod (1905-1906) Pablo moved from the BluePeriod to a friendly pink tone with subjects taken from the world of circus . In 1907 , together with the French painter; George Braque , they pioneered cubism . While in Paris , Picasso had a entertaining lifestyle . He had friends like Andre Breton and Gretrude Stein . He also had an active love life which meant , several mistresses along with a wife or a primary partner . By 1912 , Pablo Picsso incorporated newspaper print , postage stamps and other materials into his paintings ; Collage it's called(: . In the late 1920s , he turned towards a flat , cubist-related style . In the 1930s , his paintings became militant and political . (Guernica (1937)) A masterpiece of his . showing the terror of the bombing of the town of Guernica during the Spanish civil war . After WorldWar2 , Picasso's work became less political and more gentle . He spent his remaining years exploring carious historical styles of art , making several reproduction of the work of the earlier artists . All the paintings by Picasso are usually classified into various 'pariods' based on the moods and styles of the paintings . These , in turn , were largely affected by his persoanl and love life . http://www.buzzle.com/articles/pablo-picasso-biography.html Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 1:55 AM 'Cause when you're fifteen and Somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them When you're fifteen and your first kiss Makes you head spin 'round but In your life you'll do things greater Than dating the boy on the football team But I didn't know it at fifteen When all you wanted Was to be wanted Wish you could go back And tell yourself what you know now Fifteen - Taylor Swift You and your sweet-talks are making my head spin and my heart beats' damn fast . (: With you here , telling me that you dreamt of me . And about how much you are missing and thinking of me rights now . I feel like I'mma suffocate if I don't breathe any time soon . My heart is beating thrice as fast as normal now . And how I wish that the night would never end . How I wish that every night is like tonight ; where I'd be sitting here , all alone in the dinner hall , talking to you about rubbish and all . Gawd , the images of you are making me blush and smile with no reason ! And all the sudden , I'm trying so hard to keep my laughter in to prevent everyone from waking up . And suddenly , we stopped talking , and you're off msn , ohgod ! The time seems to be crawling . :\ , How I wish that I could rewind in time , and talk to you again . And now , all the feverish feel is all gone . I'm once again , coughing my lungs out . And sitting in the dinner hall , having my head lying against the laptop , typing your name over and over again .. But then , I just realized , you prompted me on msn , and the orange flickering light of your msn name , makes my heart beat double up , and my head spin once again . How I wished that you'd be mine . \|: TillHere(: w/Love, SallySeeHuiMin . p.s. How I wish that I could fly over to your hostel now , and accompany you till the night dies .(: Monday, October 19, 2009, 1:55 AM LeYaya ,(: Sunday, October 18, 2009, 3:34 AM TagReply. TagReplieees(: @JOVIN(:'s SEE ! tag tag ! (: -Thanks nahh thanks DIONGGGG !(: @harvin's a conver between me and you?post it up in your blog i wanna read=Dt hks - Not goingg to (: Shaqdah alreadyy read it freako !(: I think that's the most impt part ? Hmphs(: And besdies , I dontwant people going around to say that I edit it and all when I post it on my blog now(: Cheers Harvin !(: Stay cute (: @Alas!'s Guessed wad?! It's F U C K UP OKAY!!! =( - Aiyohh , don'tsad sad mah(: Cheerup laa kays (: Goodluck for you O's(: Don't think too much !(: @! Debbie .'s Oiek Cousie ! Meet up soon kay ! [: Hees ! - Yerp2s ! Meetup soon indeed !(: Cheerup nahh kays ? Dont sad sad niaos !(: Missyouu !(: @JOVIN(: (: 's taggy . nehver update . SIAN LA - Aiyahh , Now I update niaos cann ?! Happy le mahs DIONG ?! @JOVIN(: 's -.- what what . i also not that free one lor , see ! - Pleasee norh ! AtLeast you moree free then mee cans ?! LOL !(: Missyouu Diong (: @harvin: 's i'm back after so long.why haven't put the conver up? - Uhlaa , you know what Harvin ? Just shut th fuckup boy ! :L You're soo getting on my nerves(: @ivon's mommy! meet up soon hao mah? - Ofcus Hao laa !(: I'm still waitingg for that BBQ dayy down at EastCoast ! Is AhGongg is planningg it (?) Hmphs .. @Shaqdah to Harvin(: 's Harvin , I saw your conversation already .. ((: - See that Harvin ! See that ! Omg ! Stop it with all this dramaa laa eh ! :L @ivon's HAHAS(: (: Cause we nothing to do what. HAHAS(: next time i TAG nice nice at your blog also. LOL(: mommy i miss you so much!!!got miss me? LOL(: meet up soon♥♥ - You thinkingg of spammingg my blog iszit (?) LOL ! Yerlur ! So free one you twoo ! -..- Haiyoh ! Ofcus I got miss youu laa my dear girl ! Who would not . Haiyoh !(: Missyouuu manymany !(: Meetup soon indeed !(: @TINA's Hello Salinaaaaaaa! Linked you up already. ^^. Link me up too! - Link niaos Link niaos !(: Laughs(: Sorry For the late TagReplyy guys(: Cheers !=D Friday, October 16, 2009, 12:15 AM But only love can say - try again or walk away But I believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So I'll just play my part And pray you'll have a change of heart But I can't make you see it through That's something only love can do In your arms as the dawn is breaking Face to face and a thousand miles apart I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain If we give enough, if we learn to trust -OnlyLove; Trademark Okhayh , so I'm backk bloggingg !(: And I've got photos !=D (: Damn fun todayy !(: oh , and yes , I'm damn lazy to edit the picture !(: Cus , it's *SALINAA* ! Anyws , they camee to my placee thenn went str. to the the officee and booked for the bowling , but donthave): Then booked for pool instead(: then went to the gym and dancee(: we were dancing to 'Fire Burning on the Dancefloor' by Sean Kingston (: Damn awesomee(: Then went camwhoringg at the BBQ pit(: Thenn 4-5 went to playy poool(: Dontwanna go braggingg about it (: Hadd damnn alot of fun thou ! :DD Then blahblahblahh laa(: Sevenn , train-ed to Lot1 mam-mam then 9+ then reach homee): Damn tiredd ): Showerr , todayy neverr takee medicinee !! :D shit , and I think I'm not getting any better ): Wednesday; 14thOct2009(: Wednesdayy .. MathsPaper2 ! Shit lur ! The paper's damn hard nah ! ): MsChuaKeYingg so set the paperr till damn difficult !): Then summore , mummy,daddy flyingg off to Chinaa niaos Shit .! ): Then nevermindd , afterr my paperr , str. go findd hoe . Cus , I latee with Vanes , then Hoe go say cus yesterday JayWalk with TinaaToh , Bernicee Jovin all then aiyah , I duntknoee laa ! He kao bei kao bu then I likee aiyah just givee . Thenn walk slowlyy to class with her . Blahblahblah . After the paper , then str. go findd Hoe . -..- Then that fuckerr , aiyah duntknoee laa . Then go findd vanessa use her phonee call mummy tell her what happened nah . Then she say , 'Go find him , then tell him your mummy want talk to him' . Then ohkayh nor . Walk walk walk , go Disciplinee room there find him . Then fucker , I have to tell him that mummy flyingg off at 1230 then she need to go in then off her phonee niaos . Nb , he damn stupid siiah . Never take planee beforee meh ?! -..- Stupid , the time then was likee 1156 (?) Dontrmbrr nah ! Actually , she was departingg at likee 130 uh ! HAHAS ! =D Then after that I go say to Hoe uh , 'You want you call my mother askk laa !' Like that then he go say , he don'twant to disturb their trip . zZz . BullShit doll ! Then after that he keep asking me whether I got smokee not . Cus Khir investigatingg smokingg case . Then I keep saying no then he dontwant believeee siiah . Nb , keep asking ! Damn irritatingg siiah . After that , Hoe go check my bag . -..- FUCK ! Then nevermindd . Went homee with AhMei and AhSheng(: took the long way this time;D then train train train .. Reach the gatee le , go in then at the swimming pool there saw YingLing and friends . Then slack slack slack . Talk talk talk . Then go homee . Showerr , then get dressed . Then cab-ded to the polyClinicc . Damn cheap laa ! It was onlyy 3dollars (: Then go takee numberr niaos wait for someonee . Miss that someonee damn muchh nahh ! Havent met him for YEARS ! (: then finally ask him pei me see doctor then he will pei orh . ): Then he comee talk talk talk with me , and play with my iTouch , then I lie on his shoulders watch him play . Was damn tired ): Then after see doctorr le , he pei me go take med then after that I walk to YewTee , he bus-ed home ): Damn miss him nah ): Reach YewTee le , then playy with MinLe . She kicked me in the eye !! ): I'mma go blndd ! Not . LOL ! Then after that , Car-ed homee . (: Then sleep !=D Neverr even study for Physics ! -..- zZz Yes , that's MinLe , half angmoh and half chinese . -..- Stupid idiot . Go kick me . She's damn naughty eh ! I hope that LeYa's not like her ! -..- Loser ! Ohkayh , I wanna go sleep niaos ! Damn latee niiaos nor !! -..- Shit ! Tmrws got work !-..- fuck ! -..- Damn tiredd !): Till heree then peepos !(: w/Love, SALLYseehuimin!(: p.s. I miss you ; someonee ): and thankyou someeonee forr acc-ing to the docs(: p.p.s. I'll reply tags tmrws(: am DAMN tired;DDD sorrys !(:		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. ~~&sallyhasfrenemies(:~~ Laughs. 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