YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING.

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I'll smile because I think of you

Now I'm home with you again .

Torn apart at the seams and dreams turn into tears .

I'm not feeling this situation .

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Sunday, June 21, 2009, 10:04 PM The Truth . I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat . But that's nothing new, yeah yeah I loved you with the fire red, now it's turning blue And you say sorry like the angel Heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid , It's too late to apologize , it's too late . Apologize - One Republic ft Timberland Date; 19thJune2009 Hello Beautiful people of Earth . Ohkay , I'm backk blogging(: Cus , Steph' miss my posts !(: Hhaas ! Youu do dunt youu=D . Ohkay , since I came back blogging , ofcus I got photos !(: Okhayh , I'm done uploading(: Superr lazyy lurr . ): I still got thrillions of photos somewhr in my comp , but I superr lazyy nk upload uhs(: Hhees , sorry .! =D Ohkayh . Friday ! Wokeup early , (somehow) at I think 11 , messaged Vanessa and Angiie , to confirmed that we are meeting . Thenn I had to wait for a super longg timee till babe(stephen) camee to my busstop and meet me . yes , if took youu forever babee . So , as I was saying . Yeaa , Friday , so likee we waited for awhile till Vanessa and Angelika reached my busstop . Took 188 to th IMM busstop , and went to something something building , to get my phonee . Oh ! Did I mention that my C905 was at th servicing center ? Piss me off siiah ! It was spoilt . So yeaa , I went to collect my phonee . In th meantime while my phonee was servicing , I had to use somee random phone that SE had lend me . I dropped from a 8.1MegaPixel to a 1.3MegaPixel . It was embarassing and hilarious ! Trust me ! It's those that are no longerr selling types . It was embarassing ! ): Anyws , so ... We went to get my phonee , we saw somee kidd in th lift , he was soo hyper . I mean it's likee , he was . Iduntknoe those few words that babe used on his blogg , soo , go http://www.penmaciswatchingyou.blogspot.com/ <- That's babe's blogg.(: Yeaa , his recent post was about that kiddo . (: Youu guys owee to readd his blogg .(: Hhees . Superr cool . We kept laughing about it , then I tried my best to stop myself , cus it's like really mean and stuffs .): I'm not mean ! Ofcus , cus , I'm 'Oh-My' Saliina!(: That's what makes me ; mee !(: Vain-Muchh ! (: Ohkay , so after collecting my phonee , we went IMM to have lunch (: sedap* ! It was at some HongKong Restuarant , and like , I ate , curry-chicken with rice , and nessa had wanton-noodles , angiie had Macau fried rice with chicken chop ! =D Babe didnt eat . ): Duntknoe why . Oh-wells , I made him blanjah* us Mayo-Fries(: It was like , Fries ! with Chilli and Mayonnaise in a saucer . Trust me , it was like , crispy , and very oily . Super unhealthy , but like to me , I find it nice ! But unhealthy): Ohkayh , I couldnt finish my Curry Chicken , but I managed to finish my rice ! (: Th gravyy was nicee ! Superr sedap* ! But like , I didnt eat th chicken nor th potato . ): Cus , I guess , I was too lazyy to eat ): Hhaas ! We had like , Milk-Tea with Grass Jelly , th 3girls did , Babee just drank this weirdd drink(: Dunt rmbrr th drink's name): How sadd . Hhaas ! tklaas !(: I'm still that happy person . Ohkayh , so I was kind of rushing them to eat ! 'cus I was gnr be late for work ! Like UHH ! And at th end , I was really late for work . Theyy sent me to work !(: And I kept talking to Vanessa about random thing-os , (: SECRET ! Hhaas .(: Then I kissed them goodbyee(: -SKIP!- Date ; 24thJune2009 . I went WildWildWet with Ivon and Eileen ! Met watermelon quite early , then went Westmall to eat Mos' . Ivon was at th 'BatokMrtStation . Then they watch me eat Mos' while we waited for Melvin to bring ah-Girl de ez-link card . She was apparently rushing out of th house that she totally forgotten about her ezlink): Ohkayh , not to mention that th day was raining . Yes , it was a very rainy day . Then , we took th train from 'Batok down to Pasir Ris , then we ate at th PasarMalam* theree . I think th PasarMalam* is permanet laa . Like , I mean that th PasarMalam* won't move around onee laa . It will always be thrr(: So , I ate SiewMai* , watermelon ate nugget , then ah-Girl ate WanTon* Hhaas ! Received a bite of their food(: took duntknoe what bus to DownTown East . Then reached WildWildWet ! It was still raining , but then we could still go in and play !(: Changed and got down to business !=D We went to th 'playground' thang-o and played on th slides ! Wooh ! Superr funn ! Not to mention , Watermelon was superr hyperr lur ! Hiayoh . Duntknoe what to do with her also ! Hhaas !(: Then talked about going to Escape , with th whole fam ! plus , watermelon , cus she became one of my daughters too ! Now , I've got Weiping(oldest) , CheongHeng(Ping's Husband!) , Firdaus(2nd) , Herinna(Fir's wife!) , Saiful(3rd) , Ika(Saiful's wife!) , Eileen(4th) , HaoJie (Eileen's Husband!) , then YOUNGEST! is Ivon(5th) . Wahh shagg , onlyy Ivonn singlee laa . Hhaas !): Did anyonee realized that I didnt color th people's namee ? Cus , I'm too lazy ! ): Hhaas ! Shagg ! Sorry laa , if it's not colorful , very th lazy leis ): Superr Sherk ): Ohkayh , So , I hadd superr alot of funn at th whrr uhs , uh ! WildWildWet ! (: WOOH ! Iloveyouu ; Ivon&Eileen ! Afterr that , we trained backk to th where , BukitPanjang , cus Ivon's Mummy missed Ivon's Daddy alot . Superr alot laa , she was beingg such a nuisance . Hhaas , slept on th way back . And slacked with Ivon's daddy for awhile(: Then trained home , while Ivon bused home): Shagg ! Hadd to leave her alone): Reached homee andd likee , superr tired!): slept and was working th next day ! (I think!) Goodnight !(: Iloveyouu all !(: Thursday, June 11, 2009, 9:42 PM c.a.n.t. Not Blogging For the time Being .. Sorry guys , esp. Stephen . (: Sunday, June 7, 2009, 9:27 PM c.a.p.t.i.o.n.l.e.s.s 'We had this crazy plan to meet And run away together Get married in the first town we came to And live forever But nailed to the tree where we were Supposed to meet instead I found this letter and this is what it said' -Colin Raye - Love Me Friday 5thJune (?) I don't rememberr what happenedd on Thursdayy , onlyy rmbredd that I received a phone call from WeiJian askingg whetherr I'd like to workk in the morningg , thenn realizedd that Sherill snitched the phonee awayy from him , so she started askingg who's this and stuff like that . Woke up at likee , 730 . Workingg at 8 . At the end I was earlier then WeiJian . Hahas ! So , I was late by 5mins , cus daddy sent me to workk . (: Had to cook and packed Hashbrowns the wholee timee . Cus stupidd Jenny doesnt let me do counterr . What a bitch . Found that she's ratherr motherly; how cute . (: Noraa camee to work . Superr pissed , cus likee , she kept makingg me drop baskets full of hashbrowns and likee , I injuredd my hand . )': Mom (Monica) camee to workk too ! Superr Happy , cus I Love Her ! =D Saw Aiin walk pass Mcd , and likee I shoutedd her namee , but likee , shee 'blur blurr' , turned heree and there , and still didnt noticee me . ): Kept laughing at WeiJian cus he had to packk approx. 10boxes of coke glass . Pity him big timee ! ): MingYao&I kept laughing at him ! =DD Hahas , but I'd ratherr packk those coke glass thenn cook hashbrowns . Trust Me . -.-' Ended work at likee , 130 instead of 12 ! I was likee , feeling so omgg lur ! Cus I was meant to go home straight so that I could shower and go to MarinaSq with my mum for herr Facial at NewYorkNewYorks . Saw Aiin outside Mcds , all alonee and stuff . So I teman-ed her for a while . Then likee I had to go . Saw Shaqdah&Raihan and like , i step as if I didnt know her . Realized that she was screamingg my name . So , didnt want her to feel paiseyh . So I just went to her . She hugged me real hard ! And kissed my cheeks too ! (: ILOVEHERand Ain too! ! 'duh . Went home , and showered . Changed and went out with mummy down to Marina . Waited for her for 2hrs ++ . While waiting , used lappy for an hourr . and at th endd , it died ! cus , no battery . ): (SKIP !) Dinnered at 'Pariss' at MarinaaSq , that buffet Restaurant at Lvl2(: with th whole fam ! Bro was there too ! =D superr happy !(: cus , i Miss Him (: Saturday; 6thJune. woke up at 11 . Woke at 1145 , went work , then saw Star (eeeee) , buy Filet meal , medium no salt , coke no ice . Msged 'von asked whether she's planningg to comee work or not . Then at the endd , she say she not comingg . 'cus , her dad's havingg some business parteh !(: At the end I was alonee at mac !): TIll Muqtasid came to work .!(: Actually , WeiJian&MingYao was there , just that we didnt talk much . Daddy&Mummy (WyeFu&Sophia) was there too . Just , never talk . ): Had to packk Coke Glass , better thenn cookingg fries (: Shaqdah&Raihan camee , cus Shaqdah misses me and wants to meet me !(: Kept walking to Lobby to check on Shaqdah found her alone !): Asked for break then , breaked with herr .!(: Ordered a DCB (doublecheeseburger) Meal Upsize , DoubleCheese w/o pickles and onions . small Coke w/o ice , Large Fries w/o salt (: superr nice ! =D cus , I shared them with Shaqdah(: shouted her hot fudge sundae (: then like , she ranshacked my bagg !(: listened to the songs on my phone !(: I could so tell that she was bored !): Then she went home at likee 430+++ , with my phonee , andd likee came backk at 7+ just in timee to return my phonee !(: In the Meantime whilee she was away . Servicee in till damn jialet i tell youu . The queue reached th openingg of mcd . !): Actually before she left , I becamee Runner cus WeiJian wanted to pack the coke glass): shagg , he stole my jobb away from me ! ): Stealer ! hahas !(: Had fun laughing with Andanaa , and Banuu . Laughed about Star* and Noraa . Hahas ! The way one walks and th way one talks . Woooh ! Had fun ! (: Then saw Sakinahh&Shamsiah not tgtr ofcus , (: they were with their siblings y'see . hees !(: Ohkay , thenn Azinii came to work . Thenn we didnt talk till likee , I kept askingg him 'What Laa !' Hees , at th endd . I kept quarrellingg with him when servicee in and he&I were both runners . (: What was moree shagg was that , there was no fries crew ! Damn shagg lur ! ): Workk till 810 . ): Mom didnt allowed me to work till 815 cus , 815+1min then I'd be workingg for 8hrs ! And 8hrs=OT (overtime!) so , didnt get to workk forr 8hrs str . ): Sadd !): Lepaked with Shaqdah for awhile!): Had to go home cus my fam was waiting for me to eat dinner .!(: Reached home and went to 253 for dinner , I ate beef Steak ! Was super hungry y'see . And likee , yea . At the end , Daddy wants to go for a drive . So he drove passed 3condos , all in town . The Sail, Marina Bay , and some condo in bugis . Planning to settle in town y'see . !(: Reached home at likee 12 (?) Idk . Idc . (: slept . Ohkayy , am superr tired now!): wanna sleepp!! (: soo . I'm updatee it moree tmrr !(: Till heree thenn !(: Loves . Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 5:59 PM H1N1 p.o.s.i.t.i.v.e Me and my friend saw a playtypus Me and my friend made a comic book And guess how long it took I can do anything that I want , cause look I can keep rhythm with no metronome No metronome , no metronome And I can see your face on the telephone On the telephone, on the telephone . - Flobots , Handlebars , Stephen said that he prayed for me . And prayed hard that I would turn out to be swine negative . And boy , how I wish that I'mma H1N1 positive now . Things has changed so much that I think that me living in this world is so worthless . Hold on , is that even the right world ? -.- It's like , I don't turn out to make a big part into peoples lifes . I mean , even if I'd ever kind of like , make a tinyy winyy part into people's life , I'd turn out to be rather , irritating them or like doing something negative and not positive , and like making them happy . Instead , I turn out to make them mad . Great ! Don't you think (?) I mean , I don't to turn out to be the person that everyone doesn't want in their group . They're showing their faces and faking being ohkay with me and like ending up they're backstabbing me and everything else . Ohkay , I just don't know what's wrong with me this whole day . Just wanted to meet up with several people , and end up getting disappointed . I'm tired enough . How I wish that I could just sleep and like practically don't wake up at all . Y'kno , I feel like turning back in life , and checking about all those things that I did that was just so significant . So 'wow' , that in the future I've something to share with my kids . 'Pfft , if I'd ever get that far . But the thing is , I so did not do anything significant . It's like , I'd turn out to be making people angry or irritated . I never did anything to make people happy . It always turns out to be the opposite . And why's that ? Cus' I'm so full of myself . It's like , I can never get enough of talking and talking and just plain talking . It's weird I'd find things . It's even weird how I find myself . You know what's the weirdess thing I'd ever find about myself . It's the fact that I can never get tired of talking . The second weirdess , I dare say , I never fail to shock people . I mean , to a certain extend that is . It's like , I don't know . It's different , weird . Combination of everything . (?) I don't know . It's confusing ; seriously . I don't even remember what I was meant to type and all . My mind's blank . Oh , you know what ? Forget it . [WishList] Go escape/www with Ivon , Vuhnessa , Weiping , Eileen , CheongHeng , Haojie (?) Meetup with MariaAngelika , MohdHaikal , NurTiara , NurulShaqdah , Nurul Ain , AndreNg , VuhnessaCheong , MarcStephen .&Co . Goingg backk to Sydneyy and Go-Out with Kivi , Shirley , Vivien , Rufina , Emily , Karen , and co . (: Th day that I met up with Weiping , Eileen and Ivon !! Vanessa tagged along too ! Just that she went the other way . (: Met up with them then keep forcingg HJ to hold my bagg ! (: In the end , he hold my bag from his schh , back to Gombak ! He take my bagg till damn 'shuang' I tell youu ! Summore , inside my bagg was Maria Angelika Velasco Villiamor's birthday present ! (: theyy were asking what if my bagg drop and everything drops out ?! ;ooo , I'd stop , stare and laugh ! (: Till here , ♥ Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 9:58 PM m.i.s.s.i.n.g. Hello there, the angel from my nightmare. The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish it never ends We'll wish this never end. -I Miss You, Blink182 8hrs and 46mins . That's how long I've been online . Yes that's how long ! I was meant to be at the science centre , for the science workshop for I think , Chemistry . And like , I'm rotting at home like there's no other thing to do . Hold on , there is nothing to do . Jees , and I wonder why . If I wasn't sick , I would have taken the opportunity to went for the shooting competition coming up for NPCC , yes , I'm in Npcc . And like , I could of went to today's science workshop for whatever subject it's . You know why ? It's because , I just miss everyone so much ! People like Gheygang and the whole bunch ! [Current Status; Stuffing a thermometer in my mouth!(:] Oh& hey ! My temperature went down a little . (: Anyws , I just miss the whole bunch super much lur . Havent seen them ever since , 21stMay after our Math Paper2 (?) Or was it not ? I don't remember . Omg ! Ohkay , well that's them ! . Imysm ! (imissyou(guys)so much! 'I wanna meet MariaAngelika, MohdHaikal , NurulShaqdah, NurulAin, NurTiara, VanessaCheong, AndreNg, MarcStephen, &&co.' I hope that I could really meet up with you guys tmrr . Really miss you guys . Like seriously. It seems forever ever since we last meet up . Just want to meet the whole bunch like right now ! And hug you guys . But like , I dont think I'd touch you guys , laterr my germs pass to youu uhh ! (Eeyerr.) Hahas . GheyMuch . I just miss youu all laa , kay ? Some of them went to Queenstown to make the class-tee just now , if only I could be there. (: I wonder how much fun I've missed out having to go overseas like that . And now , having this sickness . I really miss them . Alot , and I wonder , whether they'd miss me too . But , I don't regret going to Taiwan at all . I had fun there . But , I'd had fun if I didnt go to Taiwan , I would of had the same amount of fun at Singapore with the bunch . Oh well , what's done is done . I can't rewind in time and stop myself from going to Taiwan , now can I ?. Pfft , what a stupid question . Haiis , I miss everyone . ): Till here thenn (: I just miss youu guys so much !(: . ♥ Monday, June 1, 2009, 9:06 PM 38.49'C 'When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins ' 21guns, Greenday. sunday; 31stMay(?) 2009 8:55am . i wokeup, feeling cold and sweaty. and like, i just took my temperature , cus i could feel that my cheeks are burningg ): it turn out to be 38.49'C . Then I starting sleeping in the living room, and like i started sweating even more ! My whole back was likee effin' wet lur ! Ate 2tablets of panadol , and like i think my temperature went down. I took my temperature ; i think , every 15mins (?) and like , wooh ! the temperature went down(: super happy !=D . [[Flashbackk!]] i think it was saturday; 30thMay(?) 2009, that there was this someone that confessed to me . I just dunt believe him . it's like, c'mon ! how could I ? haiyerr , hackcaree lur !(: 'skip2' my temperature was still high at night , and my parents kept asking whether i'd like to see the doctor , and i was like , 'no, i'm fine(:' went home and slept till 459am! superr early . Went out of my room and saw my dad !(: 38.41'C. Then my dad was like , 'see the docs first thang in the morning, and go to bed now' so i went to bed , and mummy woke me up at like 855am(?) i was just like SUPER tired!! Drove to lot onee and went to raffles medical to register , and found out i've to wait superr long until it's my turn): so we went to coperation, it's a clinic near my placee , and likee great ! no one was theree ! So i was like the next person to see the doctor ! (: superr happy (: dunt hav to wait . Went in to see th doctor ; Dr. Quek . =D and likee , he gavee me 5days MC , cus i told him that i've got schh the whole week .(: he was like , 'If by Friday your fever still doesnt go down, then youu better call 993; a special ambulance for H1N1 cases.' I was likee effin' shocked lur ! haiyerr . Now I cant go out of my house . I was meant to meet up with the whole bunch on tuesday. but like, i couldnt even get out of my place ! i miss the whole bunch ! ): i havent seen them ever since the 21stMay, besides Ain (: but i still wanna see her ! (: I miss everyonee lur ! i want to meet everyonee lurr ! i miss everyone . i miss my workmates too . ): ♥ Labels: i miss everyone , 5:35 PM t.a.i.w.a.n 'I've found out a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you' The Reason - Hoobastank I just realized I didnt post for a super long time ! ): hees , and i'm like posting a makeup post. =D I'm back at Singapore and likee the first and last person i called before i left and reached was NURUL AIN BTE MOHD KAMIS ! ohkay , and the only reason was because i only rmbred her number in the whole entire gheygang . Besides angiie and haikal's old number that is. (: hees . my bad lur ! haiyoh . sorry lo . ): it's not as if i did it on purpose laa . =D (super singlish) ohkay , so , i was at taiwan ever since 22nd to the 29th . and like wooh ! , i had fun =D i made friends ... yes , friends . people like , LYNN , ben , ben's wife , lynn's parents , and many other people . went shopping for clothes(: endup buying like 10tops (?) 3 shorts (?) and 3dresses for minle! I was meant to get boots ! ): but like , i end up looking about approx. 50boots , and i found them all not nice ! eeee~ The food there's likee super nice lur (some) ! They have food like , errm , 'stinky tofu!' 'seafood congee' , 'coffinBread' (?) 'Cabbage!' and manymany more!(: talking about them makes me want to *drool ! (: i wanna go there again (: Hees . (: oh& i found out that the people there aree all tiny and petite size ! oh& not to mention , th traffic there is terrible ! For the whole 8days , i think , half of the time we were in the bus lur ! haiyerr , and likee i get the sleep the whole way !=D oh whatevrr , i'll update the pictures some when later on .(: That's it for now! =D ♥		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. ~~&sallyhasfrenemies(:~~ Laughs. SaliinaSeeHuiMin♥ 小Silly / Sally / Sals 6th February 1994 ChestnutDriveSec; sec3 Can't help it if I'm damn ficked-minded. Nor can I help it if I'm loud or hyper ! 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